BEEN GOING WITH THIS GUY OFF AND ON FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS. DATED 1 YEAR, ENGAGED FOR 1 YEAR, SPLIT A MONTH, GOT BACK TOGETHER FOR 6 MONTHS AND NOW SPLIT AGAIN. FOR GOOD. DURING THIS TIME, I'VE GONE THROUGH MORE SHIT THAN I HAVE WITH ANYONE. IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN. IT'S LIKE HE BRAIN WASHED ME. I HATED WOMEN WHO PRETENDED IT WASN'T THERE AND LET THEIR MAN TREAT THEM LIKE SHIT BUT I BECAME THE SAME THING. UNTIL I FINALLY WOKE UP WHEN HE HIT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME. TRIED TO STAY IN IT JUST TO CATCH HIS HOLIER THAN THOU HYPOCRITICAL SELF, BUT COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE. THE LYING, CHEATING AND TREATED LIKE CRAP. HOW CAN SOMEONE LOOK YOU DEAD IN THE EYES, TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU, MAKE PLANS FOR THE FUTURE, AND FUCK THEIR EX AS SOON AS YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR? THEN, TRY TO MAKE YOU THINK YOUR PARANOID & CRAZY FOR THINKING THEY'D CHEAT ON YOU. YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE THE STORIES I COULD TELL. NOW, I'M FINDING OUT MORE AND MORE BULLSHIT THAT WENT ON. I WAS SO BLIND. I LOVED THIS MAN WITH ALL I HAD AND HE DID THIS. IT HURTS LIKE HELL AND GETTING WORSE. I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS THROUGH AND I'VE WAISTED SO MUCH TIME ON SOMEONE THAT NEVER CARED AT ALL. I WANT TO GET EVEN SO BAD BUT DON'T KNOW HOW. ALREADY TYPED TOO MUCH. DON'T WANT TO BORE ANYONE. BY THE WAY, TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME.
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