he says he hasnt cheated

my husband has cheated on me hes told another woman he loved her and wished she was in bed with him and still trys to convince me that hes never cheated,last year for my birthday ( well the day before ) he wrote the same woman and asked her for a nude pic so he could jack off to it.... he constantly calls me a fat cow and gets mad if i want to know what hes up to.. the man has a profile on erotic massage partners  years ago he had an apartment with a woman he claimed she was never his girlfriend but the cards i read and the love letters he copied off the internet (just changed the names) plus telling her that he loved her and took her out to dinner with my kids and letting her in my house while i was at work looked like something else , he would put his name on dating sites and claim that someone else did it and try to say that i did it at time to he never took responsibility for anything that he did still dosent to this day he goes for months and dosent touch me but bitches and complains about me not touching him. why would i touch some one who gave it to everybody else...i may be fat but im a human being to... and im tired of his rantings and his lose of control of his temper, heres a man who left his eight and a half month pregnant wife sit in the house 90 percent of the time so he can drive around from bar to bar with an old girlfriend who was suppose to be just a friend... in 1997 and then the one he had the apartment with he told me it was his santuary away from me on her computer she had a picture of him in her bed holding her teddy bear,this same girl would call all hours of the night my dad died three years ago and when i came back from a twelve hour plane ride it was 1:oo am she would call over and over again,i wish my dad was still alive to help me get the hell out of here, im tire of being pushed and poked at and called names and walked on by this person i want so much more for me and my kids everybody says just leave i wish i had the money and the know how to do this on my own.....this man is a manipulator and an abuser i hope no one else has to got through the pain he has caused me.........

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