Sunday, April 15, 2007

He said he didn't love me...

My boyfriend and I dated 4 1/2 years. I love him more than anything, and it's now been a year since the breakup.  He hasn't contacted me or anything in that whole time. Nothing that would tell me that he is sorry, or even misses me at all! That is very upsetting to me. Especially since there was no warning signs that he was going to dump me. It caught me completely off guard.

 

I figured he would feel bad for breaking my heart sometime, but I haven't seen any signs of that. The only thing he has shown me is that he hates me.  He has told people insulting things about me, and I have recently found out that he is dating one of my friends.  Obviously the girl and I are no longer friends, but in a plot to make me miserable, the two of them flaunt it my face to hurt me. and It's working.

 

Apparently they are in love. This girl moved out of her long term boyfriends' apartment and then started "hanging out" with my ex THREE days later! On an online profile of hers, it has their picture up with a caption that reads "I love him so much!" 

 

My ex has never used his xanga account, but all of a sudden he sends me a request to be one of his friends, and when I viewed his page, it says "I was in a horrible relationship, and was miserable for so long..... but have now met someone that has become very special to me..." and all of these other things pertaining to my ex-friend.

 

How can they "Love" eachother after both getting out of serious relationships? I can't stand the fact that I lost my boyfriend to this girl I thought was my friend. And the fact that they are dangeling it in my face is just wrong. Him loving this girl that he has known for  not even a month is just ridiculous. Its haunting me that he could be happy with her, but I couldnt make him happy, and he barley knows her! Is this really happening to me?

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