BOYS

fuck boys

seriously

i don't understand it

like, 

i'm in love with alex (recently turned into my EX boyfriend)

but i'm getting sick whining and bitching

on top of that i still like my other ex boyfriend Stephen

and i can't tell if he like likes me

or if i'm just a hook up toy kind of thing

and THEN on top of that

Stephen's best friend Freak has a huge crush on me

and i hooked up with him (on accident; i was way fucked up that night)

ugh

i hooked up with Stephen tonight cuz he took me out to dinner for my birthday

and i really had fun

but

i don't know if its real

UGH

this is so frustrating!

i wish i could just pick one guy.

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