My life

 Okay so i have this ex boyfriend well two of them that are best friends now. and Aaron is trying to get one of my best friends and Rafael to go out. ( Aaron and Rafael ex boyfriend) Jazz (best friend) doesn't want to go out with Rafael because of me. Since we are best friend. And i get this message from Aaron saying I an ruining everyone's life and i should just let them go out. i never told jazz to say no. even though i don't want her to i told her to just go out with him since i can't really hang out with him anymore. but she got all mad at me and was like no i am not going to go out with him i don't even like him. which is fine except Aaron obviously doesn't know the whole story and blames everything on me. i am getting sick of him and i really don't know what to do. he lies to Rafael everyday saying that Rafael is his best friend yet he tells Madi ( my best friend and his girlfriend) that he hates the kid and can't stand him. which i would tell him that except no one would believe me and i am not suppose to tell anyone! which sucks! because i am the one that knows the truth but i have to lie to everyone saying i don't know anything! then i have an aunt that is only suppose to live till next year! and i can't handle all this! first i'm ruining everyones life then i am going to lose my aunt! i can't stand people sometimes! and i can't believe God is actually going to let my aunt die! i hate myself! because this wouldn't of happened if i wasn't around! sometimes people don't understand. I'm not suppose to be here! everyone's life would be a hell of a lot better if i wasn't here!someone please help me!

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